So I got permission to leave Mag again, but I still can't drive. I hopefully will readmit to programming on Monday. Part of me knows I should go back, but part of me just wants to go home, go to college, and move on with my life. I really want to graduate on time, and I know it shouldn't be that important to me, but it is. I guess I just feel like it's really important to be "on track" with this life plan I've had since I was little. It's crazy because if I had never come inpatient this fall, I would still be on the fast track to getting a degree I don't even want. I guess it's just hard to keep my head up when I'm struggling.